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I woke up today (at 10 lol) and I had puffy eyes! wth is THAT!? I didnt look at the clock last night when i went to bed because I didnt want to know LOL But it was LATE (or…early I should say…) Yesterday I had less that 5 hours sleep, didnt have puffy eyes then!
Anyway… had a great time with my BFF Becca yesterday! I love being with my friends! Shes the greatest. We went to Joplin to pick up my computer. She drove because my stupid ghetto can wont make it 40 minutes from my house. Well, it might, but I wont chance it. So she took me and we went to Hobby Lobby, the best craft store EVER! It’s christian owned, so I was excited to hear ‘Old Rugged Cross’ playing in the background! Found some killer yarn on sale, black bamboo, soooo soft! and a big huge skein of chunky yarn, I’m going to knit a shawl with it :)
My hubby’s freaking me out. I think he’s giving up. We’re behind on our mortgage again. (we just got caught up) our electric is a disconnect notice, and he’s stressed out. He’s goign to be out of work for at least 2 weeks, and last time that happened we were hurting for weeks after trying to get caught up. I’m scared, but trusting that God will get us through.
Being part of the ‘working poor’ sucks. I never really considered ourself as such until I realized we make too much to get any kind of help (like food stamps even) and we dont really make enough to make it comfortably. We’re always pushing a bill off, and never getting ahead. Cant save for a new appliance. Cant get my kids new school clothes even. Makes me sad and embarrassed. Clothes arent everything, and I know that, but I feel like a bad parent :/They need new shoes and supplies too. Cant get any of that either. I’ve used all my cruise change I’d been saving little by little on like milk and bread, now there’s hardly anything left to put for clothes for them.
OK, I’m getting depressed. lol
I made two fairies yesterday from clay. Just the heads actually. They’re mounted to two of my knitting needles. I think they look cute :) People say I could sell them. I might look into that :)
Its going to be a good day :)
~~Cheri~~
